Re: To: LZ #5

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level five INTP: now that i knew everything, of course, i wanted to tell everyone, and i do mean everyone - but i kept running into roadblocks

I remember a time when I felt like I knew it all per say. The deep state existence, the large pedophile rings, authority was a joke, etc. I saw the patterns of evil. I was beginning to see that government was actually a religion. I was only 14 when all of this was in my head. Ut even then I didn't know much at all still. I knew there was more too it. But that didn't stop me from trying to tell my parents and my family, aunt's and uncles, cousins. Of course no one listened. I was quickly casted off to the side. Some got angry told me to shut up. I did with them. But not because they told me to but because I didn't want to cast pearls to swine. I quickly realized that not everyone was ready to hear the truth. That's when I discovered about mk ultra too. And that the education system was really an indoctrination center for the government. I gave up on school entirely. From age 12 to 18 I flunked all my classes. And yet they still moved me up a grade lol. I hit the library as often as I could and started to focus on what career I wanted to take. Philosophy, psychology, science math all were very boring classes and didn't go anywhere unlike the books from Freud, Carl Yung, Aristotle, etc etc etc. I learned more from them in one book than I did an entire year in school. I felt like I was being led I to fraud and that made a lot of sense to me as to why I couldn't fit anywhere since after kindergarten.

So I too embarked on just speaking my mind on social media platforms, only to met with scrutiny and getting de-platformed off FB, twitter, bebo, etc. That only reaffirmed my position of what I knew,I was heading the right direction. I knew now at age 15, the whole world is living a grand lie nd religions are majority responsible.

- so i figured i just needed to organize my thoughts, you know systemize the path, build a bridge from "normie town" to "omverata" - or multiples bridges - like maybe a hundred or two hundred bridges - but of course i needed to start somewhere, so i wrote a seven part "theory of human behavior" - and people liked it, but it didn't have the effect i was expecting -

What do you recommend on human behavior research?

and my closest friends and family members told me i really needed to shut the fuck up because i was scaring people and they thought i was trying to become some kind of cult leader or something -

LoL we have a lot in common than I thought. Cultist afraid you'll take em out of the cult they're in by calling you a cultist. How rich.

which is basically the opposite of what i was trying to do - but i eventually shut the fuck up

Never shut the fuck up. Especially when they tell you too. Unless they are about to harm you then just walk away.

I rather much point out their behaviors and what it means. For example them telling you be quiet is just them being insecure and projecting fear onto you because they are afraid what you might say.

i just needed to organize my thoughts,

How does one do that anyways?

Finding articles is easy. Here's one below.

https://aspireatlas.com/how-to-organize-thoughts

But what if one just can't because “life”(to put it blunt)?

Sure, exercise, meditation, clean home, writing, organizing written thoughts, etc. Great ways to get that done. But if you need to work 8-10hrs a day, attend to other responsibilities etc, studying even, all that time goes quick and you'll be exhausted. All good ideas though I won't dismiss it. Organizing priorities would be a must. Maybe wake up earlier, clean home and self eat, then walk for an hour, come back in time for shower, jot notes, go to work if you have, come home and everything is already done. Take shower again, go for a nature walk maybe, come back in time for dinner and time with the kids, or pets or both. Obviously if I had it made and didn't need to work for it, I can see myself doing much more. Then again, when cleaning up your home, you get to a point where you do it less and less if you do often enough and just clean as you go. Sure sometimes I struggle to pick up a sock off the floor. I'm working on it. I'm doing the exercises to strengthen my back. And stretching to align the muscles. It takes lots of time to get the results I need. And the only time I have is what is present now.

But

Where am I? How did I get here? Where am I going? These 3 simple questions can help you stay focused on what you want to do.

I still run into roadblocks though. One of the biggest ones is lack of time because again “life”.